Fortune Telling

I am kind of superstitious.

I think when a person is feeling hopeless, confused and helpless, then he/she will find some ways to make themselves feeling better, one way is fortune telling.

My first fortune teller was actually my secondary school teacher. I forgot why me and some classmates were bringing up this thing, so its just like a few girls were so curious about their lives in the future, their future husbands, future career..... you know, GIRLS! we were like 15. My teacher read my friend's palm first, and said: 'you're going to date!' then she really met a boyfriend later some time. He read my second friend's palm, and said: 'your future husband is a handsome one!' haha she was so happy, til now, we were still talking about it. She is very good with her boyfriend now and probably getting married. And, her boyfriend is handsome. Then, ITS MY TERM. He said: 'your future husband is a very good guy, but you guys are not good always being together, coz there will always be arguments. Like, one is in HK, one is overseas, and you meet like once in 2 or 3 months, then you will be very sweet.' I still remember what he said, of course I dont take it too seriously, but at this moment i'm thinking what he said might be true.

I also tried some online fortune telling tests (told you i'm superstitious!), its actually about entering your birthdate and time, the time is very important, well in chinese sense. and its just for fun, just dont take it too serious is fine, right? and i find out what it indicated were very true for me, it told my personality, my shortcomings and what i need to pay attention to. Its about letting you to know more about yourself, especially when one goes through so many things in the past 20+ yrs, you may have some expectations on yourself, you suffered from failiure (in any aspects), you betrayed by your friends, you were dumped by your guy/girl..... one needs to experience something to Grow Up, and most importantly, is to know whats wrong with yourself that you can improve it. Everyone makes mistakes, its not about looking back the mistakes but to make sure you wont make it ever again.

So, two things for me:
1. speak less
2. dont talk about others

the fortune teller said the fatal thing for me in my life is from my MOUTH, and the LITTLE ENEMIES around me, so just speak less and zip my mouth, that would help. Be indifferent sometimes, coz when you are too caring about someone and something that would make you nosy - even you dont mean to.